the last couple of weeks have been hard…

as usual, Veronika and I continue to be flat-out with her appointments, but it was more than that.

I think its been a combination of Veronika’s 4th Birthday, and her not understanding or even knowing its her birthday, but more than that…..

I think the realization  my baby is now 4

but more than that

my baby is 4,

and she doesn’t walk

and she doesn’t talk

and she doesnt really eat.

But she’s happy and for that I am grateful

Or maybe its been hard because we are possibly looking at yet another diagnosis….something I had never really heard much about, something I had never thought about.

Another diagnosis wouldn’t be fair,

but if it’s an explanation, that can help us understand why Veronika doesn’t really eat, then maybe it would be ‘OK’ for yet another diagnosis.

maybe