my emotional bucket has run dry…

November 1st 2012….
what a day, and what have I learnt today…advocating for your child is hard work, its relentless, it exhausting mentally, and so draining emotionally….my emotional bucket has run dry….but that won’t stop me, Veronika is too precious to not give her every opportunity in life. I dont like the system, and more than that I dont like when the goal posts are moved on me, when I was ready to bring it on….tomorrow is a new day, and for that I am grateful…..new challenges, new battles, and Plan B 🙂

When I look at Veronika’s face, there nothing I wouldn’t do, to give her the world, and every opportunity ♥

Photo: what a day, and what have I learnt today...advocating for your child is hard work, its relentless, it exhausting mentally, and so draining emotionally....my emotional bucket has run dry....but that won't stop me, Veronika is too precious to not give her every opportunity in life. I dont like the system, and more than that I dont like when the goal posts are moved on me, when I was ready to bring it on....tomorrow is a new day, and for that I am grateful.....new challenges, new battles, and Plan B :)When I look at Veronika's face, there nothing I wouldn't do, to give her the world, and every opportunity <3
November 2nd…
Just reading back over your messages from my post yesterday….thank you everyone for your support. It means so much to know you are all there supporting us on this roller coaster ride. As you know this journey has highs and lows, just like a roller coaster ride…..I pride myself on being a positive person, and love sharing the highs and the achievements along the ride, but to experience and enjoy the highs, we need to have the lows….and yesterday was certainly one of those days. I don’t like portraying the lows of this journey, but I figure people need to know its not always rosie, and it certainly isn’t easy, and we are experiencing some ‘flaws in the system’. Life goes on and there is a plan B, and if that doesn’t work there will no doubt be a plan c…and all your encouragement and support gives me more drive and determination…

So thank you for your continued support and words of encouragement, strap on your seat belts and continue this roller coaster ride with us ♥


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